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============== Click Here For Reborn Synopsis / Bookclub Discussions / Reborn Press Kit Although the boy was only six years old the child carried himself with the bearing of a small man. Mature beyond his years he had never allowed anyone to coddle him, much to his mother Carrie’s chagrin. At this moment he was angry with both of his older sisters for teasing him by calling him a baby, all because his mother insisted on putting him to bed before the moon was even full in the sky. The three children had been lounging peacefully in their playroom, each engrossed in their own activity until Carrie interrupted them changing the mood entirely and causing Eddie to become the center of unwanted attention and teasing “You’re just a baby Eddie and babies need plenty of sleep…. I’m old enough to know that at least!” Sofia whispered behind her hand, as she pretended to rock her Thumbelina doll to sleep. “I’m not anybody’s baby n I don’t need no sleep…. Anyway…. Who you calling baby Sofia?!… You’re just barely older me!” “You…Eddie… B-A-B-Y! “ she spelled out. “And I am four whole years older than you…which makes me way older! If you weren’t such a baby you would be able to count!” Sofia chanted gleefully enjoying torturing her little brother; he was too big for his britches as far as she was concerned. “Mama…Sofia’s calling me the “B” word.” “Oh why don’t you stop being such a brat and go on to bed, so we can all have a little peace and quiet?!” Odele chimed in with her typical haughty attitude. She was trying to read her Movie Stars fan magazine and all the noise was getting on her nerves. On top of that, the last thing she wanted was her mother to come running to Eddie’s defense as she always did when it came to her son. In Odele’s opinion her mother Carrie had never displayed love to anyone other than her sons. If she’s not careful God will take this one too, Odele thought and just as quickly tried to banish the thought from her mind. She loved Eddie and never wanted anything to happen to him, its just that she never understood why her mother’s face never lit up for her the way it did with Eddie…. the same way it had for her older brother Edward before his death. No matter what she or her sister Sofia did, it was never worthy of more than a nod of approval from their mother. Consequently her sister Sofia chose their father Logan as the parent she sought approval from; whenever he was present he could be relied on to freely give all his children approval and affection. The only problem being that as a prominent minister, he was a very busy man and frequently not at home. Even with Logan’s many absences Odele gave him credit for never showing favor for one child over the other. Hearing the sound of her mothers’ approaching footsteps as her heels tapped on the hardwood floor Odele buried her face in her magazine, pretending to be too engrossed to be disturbed. Surreptitiously she watched as her mother’s eyes quickly assessed the situation. “Sofia…stop irritating your younger brother…not baby…younger.” Smiling at Sofia she winked conspiratorially while Eddie studied the exchange closely and in his childlike way realized he was being placated and didn’t care for it one bit. Without being consciously aware of the impact of his actions, he instinctively responded to regain a position of strength. Emulating his father Logan, the boy stood with his shoulders erect, as he had seen his father do so often in the pulpit, until he knew he had everyone’s undivided attention. As it was with his father, so it was with Eddie; within moments every eye was turned toward him. Purposefully ignoring both of his sisters, he stepped forward grabbing his mother’s hand in his and slightly tugged it to indicate she should follow him as he led her from the room. Just as they crossed the threshold, Sofia quickly put her doll in its crib and ran to Eddie hugging him close. Standing still he allowed himself to be hugged as though contemplating whether or not to return her affection. Momentarily he hesitated before conceding yielding he brushed her hair gently with his small hand his anger forgotten. Glancing past Sofia, Eddie and Odele’s gaze locked and fastened black eyes met hazel wit h an air of expectancy, for a moment the air was charged as though both were trying to gauge whether to war or acquiesce. Just as suddenly the charge left the air Odele stood up magazine in hand feigning a yawn. “I’m tired too…think I’ll go lay in bed and read a little more.” Walking directly to her brother she leaned over and whispered… “If I get scared I’ll come and get you… you know…for protection.” “G’night Mother”, Odele walked past Carrie without making eye contact. She was always careful to walk the thin line of respectfulness although she was never affectionate. “Goodnight, weetheart”, Carrie watched the exchange between her children always amazed at her son’s ability to turn a situation to his advantage. He had a special language with his sisters, always insisting that they respect him. Like many households that had one son among several girls, he was referred to as the little man and accustomed to being catered to. Carrie hadn’t overheard the whispered remark from Odele, she just observed her son’s response and knew that it had been just what he needed to hear. Looking from Eddie to Odele, she attempted to catch her eyes to nod her approval but as customary her daughter passed her with an air of indifference uttering a perfunctory goodnight. At eleven years old, Odele was the most difficult of her children, although Carrie realized tha t in large part Odele held her directly accountable for her unhappiness. Acknowledging that her daughter was justified, Carrie took full responsibility. Even now she could recall how she had distanced herself from her children after the death of her first child Edward. Emotionally numb, she had been devoid of the ability to display maternal affection; that was until she had Eddie… but by then too many years had passed. Understanding the dynamics that had plagued her family, she reasoned that it would take years to repair the damage. Even still Odele and Sofia’s desire for motherly affection and admiration had been negatively affected each handling the void differently. Odele had created a universe where she was the axis surrounded by a wheel of admirers. By the time she was ten years old, she was emotionally estranged from her family, with Eddie being the sole exception. Sofia attempted to emulate Odele to win her sisters acceptance as a feminine replacement for her mother. At best Odele seemed to tolerate her sisters’ efforts, preferring always the company of her elite and snobbish circle of friends. It was a rarity that made Carrie’s spirit’s lift to see her eldest daughter’s respond kindly to one of her siblings. Observing the brief exchange with Odele, Eddie had stuck his chest out confidently, turning back to his mother he whispered, “I’m ready for bed now.” Mystified by her son she took his hand and walked the few feet from the playroom to his bedroom thinking that in his own way he had reprimanded his sisters through his actions as though he were a man. The Daniels home was designed with a wing of the house just for the children. They each had their own bedroom and private adjoining bathroom. The playroom was located at the entrance to the wing and served as a common area for all the children. Eddie’s room was located between Odele’s and Sofia’s. As Carrie passed by her eldest daughter’s room she heard the familiar noise coming from behind the closed door. Odele always dreamed of being an actress, and would often perform in plays at her school. Each evening it was her habit after reading her fan magazines to sit in her bedroom and listen to her favorite radio broadcast “The Shadow.” Smiling to herself she could almost set her watch by Odele’s habits. Once Eddie was tucked into bed, under the quilt made for him by his grandmother Megan. Carrie left the room still thinking of the conversation she’d had with him about his sister’s teasing. “Eddie your sisters tease you because they love you and that’s what older sisters do.” “They should never tease the man of the house; I have to keep them safe.” He stated completely serious, his expression fixed with firmness uncommon to a child. Carrie studied Eddie his beautiful black eyes surrounded by sooty lashes his eyes were intensely compelling and uncharacteristically beautiful for a male. Running her fingers through his coal black straight hair, she brushed it away from his brow. My son is unlike any child I’ve had before; she thought to herself, he is more a man than a child. It occurred to her that she had never spoken to him in baby talk or used nicknames as she had done with her other children. As though by unspoken agreement Carrie respectfully called him Eddie. Unwavering Eddie’s eyes had held his mother Carrie’s compelling her to reply, “Eddie, you are the man of the house when you father is not here. As for our safety, now that’s the last thing I want you to worry about. We are safe.” Eddie continued to study his mother intently weighing her words; she noted a shift in his eyes signaling he had arrived at a decision. Instinctively she knew from his expression that he did not agree with her. “Good night Mama…I love you.” Leaning forward Carrie kissed her son’s brow. “I love you too son…. Mama loves you too.” Listening for the click of the door as it closed Eddie lay staring out the window deep in thought. She doesn’t know about the monster’s that’s why she thinks she’s safe. Pulling the radio from the nightstand he placed it on his bed under his covers. Adjusting the dial he repositioned the antenna so he could hear the broadcast. Eagerly waiting for the beginning of the show, he listened with baited breath anxious for the adventures of “The Shadow” to begin he hummed to the commercial. “Brylcream….a little dab’ll-do ya!” As the show began he leaned forward his nose almost touching the small speaker in the radio so intently he paid attention while his imagination gave him the ability to see the broadcast on the screen of his mind's eye…chills ran down his spine as he listened to the familiar refrain, indicating the program had come to an end “Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men?... The Shadow knows!” Letting out a sigh of relief, Eddie returned the radio to its place on the nightstand and stared out of hi s window hypnotically. Fighting to stay awake, he hoped Odele would be too scared to sleep alone tonight. Finally unable to stay awake any longer he gave in to the lure of sleep. In his dreams he pictured himself as the hero who rescues his sisters and mother from The Shadow, Eddie slipped into a deep sleep only to be awakened a short while later by real screams that were not coming from his radio. “No! Please stop Logan…please!.....Stop…Please!” Not certain if he was dreaming or awake for a moment he thought the screaming was right outside his door. Awaking with an indescribable sense of dread; disoriented Eddie automatically wanted to do as any six year old awakened in unfamiliar circumstances… tears immediately sprang to his eyes… his mouth opened to cry out for his mother… but then he stopped short, recalling that only babies cried. Again he could hear a scream then muffled cries. Jumping from his bed he ran in the direction of the sound. His knees felt weak, but his determination to be brave overcame his fear. Running down the hall toward his parent’s room, he gave a startled cry when someone grabbed his arm pulling him unceremoniously into the room where he came face to face with Odele her face red and swollen from crying he saw Sofia also crying softly sitting on the bed. “Sssh! Be quiet, it will be over soon… Eddie just stay with us we’ll protect you”. Odele whispered. Shaken, Eddie broke free from her grasp, staring at his sisters in stunned disbelief his awareness shifted and like a blind man his vision blurred as he lost sight of them. Their fear was so palpable that it filled his senses until he could taste the bile in his throat. There’s a monster in my house and I have to protect them from It. he thought with childlike rationale. Wrenching free from Odele’s grasp he ran from the room toward the sound without a backwards glance determined to find his mother, he was sure she needed his immediate protection. Heart hammering in his chest, Eddie stood in the hallway listening keenly for the monster… the same monster he imagined that dwelled in the recesses of his closet. Hearing a thud coming from his parent’s room, he walked woodenly toward the sound. With each step he readied himself to face the monster fully expecting it to jump out and confront him at any given moment; that is until he came face to face with it. Turning the knob silently he entered the room hoping to launch a surprise attack. His eyes as large as saucers, Eddie’s knees weakened and his bowels turned to water as the monster came into full view. To his horror the monster and his father were the same person, almost. The monster must have transformed into his father, this disheveled man-beast standing before him was barely recognizable to the boy. Eddie had never seen his f ather in his present condition, his hair mussed, cheeks flushed beet red and his eyes bloodshot from rage reeled in anger at the audacity of someone entering the room. Logan turned toward the door demanding. “What do you want boy?! Get the hell outta here…I’m talking to your Mama! Jumping in fright, his gaze fastening on the naked form on the floor as the realization washed over him that the bruised, disfigured woman was in fact his beloved mother. “Do you hear me Boy?!” Eddie could not miss the underlying tone insinuating imminent danger still he remained. No monster was going to get his mother “Uh, uh... monster-Daddy you’re not talking…Mommy’s hurt! I’m here to save her!” Logan’s lips curled in disgust the veins in his neck pulsing dangerously... “Save her…. Save her?! Why boy…I’m the only one that can save her! I’m gonna beat all hell out of her…. Save her?! Even God couldn’t save her from being a whore!” Although he didn’t
understand the barrage of insults, the word
whore was stored in his memory to be retrieved later when he could fully
understand it’s meaning. This event would
forever change Eddie, without his knowledge or permission his view of marriage
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Unable to reconcile the scene that played out before him, Eddie saw his father as the embodiment of The Shadow, pure evil, a monster. As though a spell had been broken, he mutely ran toward the monster disguised as his father, fists flailing wildly intent on stopping this attack against his mother. Bravely he stood up against his father receiving Logan’s wrath in order to save his mother from the savagery of his rage. No longer able to hide in their rooms after their brother’s departure, Odele and Sofia followed in his wake. He attacked the monster moments before they entered the room. Hearing his sister’s screams of horror, he was momentarily confused looking around he fully expected another monster to show itself. The young boy fought wildly trying with all his might to physically disable his monster-father and interrupt the attack against his mother. Blinded by anger and jealously, Logan regarded his son’s assault as a personal affront and fought him like an adversary instead of his own child. At first he willfully ignored the cries and pleas from his wife and daughters to have mercy and stop his attack on his son, intending to stop short after he taught him to stay out of grown folks business. He had almost come to his senses until in an attempt to save Eddie, Odele jumped on Logan’s back scratching his face and pulling his hair. “Leave him alone!” She screamed manically. For the first time in her life Odele’s loyalty had been challenged, she chose Eddie. At the same time Carrie twisted her body free and started biting and scratching Logan demanding Eddie’s release. Determined not to be defeated, Logan fell back into the wall knocking the wind from Odele causing her to slide from his back. Swinging around wildly he kicked Carrie a satisfied smirk lit his face when she doubled over becoming motionless. Turning his full attention toward his son, completely unsympathetic Logan’s face contorted grotesquely as he released a guttural scream of rage. Terrified Eddie felt his bladder release even before Logan’s hand connected with his jaw. Gaping in stunned silence he watched his son sail across the room, his small frame smashing headfirst into the wall. Sanity returned to Logan immediately with painful clarity his scream of rage becoming shrieks of grief and remorse. In the span of milliseconds Eddie’s eyes filled with tears of shame, he had not been able to help his mother…. he could even hear her screaming his name somehow she was drowning out the monster. Without warning he felt his neck snap forward as his head hit the wall. Letting go he sought the solace of unconsciousness and the company of the Shadow killer. Later in life when he became a man, he would recall that night, not because of the beating…but what came after. Logan’s blow knocked Eddie unconscious, resulting in a concussion that left him hanging on to life in a semi-coma for over a week. During his recovery his mother explained that while he was in a coma she remained by his side sitting near his bed for days watching over him. Because of her fear of hospitals after the loss of her first child, Carrie insisted that Eddie stay at the Norton’s home. Louise Norton was his mother’s closest friend, she and her husband Thomas came to their rescue after the assault by Logan. His mother told him that for four days he never moved a muscle. The doctor had closely monitored him and instructed her to continue to speak to him softly. He also cautioned her of the risk of moving him because of his injuries and the possibility of internal bleeding. On the fifth day just as the doctor left the room, Eddie cried out like an infant curling his body into a fetal position. Carrie knew then that she had to ignore Dr. Washington’s directions, she had lost one son; she did not intend to lose two. Grabbing the frail boy she pulled his body out of the fetal position using all of her strength despite her own injuries. Demanding that he wake up and fight back. Even as his body resisted and tried to maintain the fetal position, his mother Carrie pulled and tugged until she forced him to uncurl by placing her body over his, pleading with God to give her son back to her. She begged His forgiveness, assuring Him that she would guard this child whose life was balanced on a thread because he had tried to protect her. As Eddie listened to his mother describe the events after his accident, he was never able to explain to his mother that although God answered; it was not her prayers, but his that were answered. At the same time that Carrie was petitioning God, so was Eddie, his request was simple. “God please send me back so I can protect them that’s all…just protect them.” And when he reached that thought, in his prayer he felt God smile and sensed His nod…in his mind he heard I am Jehovah Elohim! I will protect you. Death tried to snatch him, but through grace he had just been reborn………Eddie awoke leaning his head back he looked upward uttering Jehovah. |
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